Hi

2010-11-20T20:27:00.001+08:00

Hey, is anyone still reading this blog?

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF OUR BLOG OWNER,

LEONA :)

2010-10-15T11:08:00.006+08:00

Hey, i'm back ~
I'm kinda stress over the results but i'm gonna have much fun.
I gonna go oversea soon, this sunday.
I will miss everyone. :D

Won't be updating that much already though exams are over! :D and i'm out of Singapore.

just wanna update some photos up on blog, pictures are overdued.

It was BS's birthday and we went to universal studio and it's like few weeks ago before exams commenced.
Didnt manage to take the games as we're busy playing all the games. Exciting and fun ttm.
But roller coaster was not up yet, still DIP.

Pictures not in sequence.
I won't be elaborating anything, just photo. (:
More photos on BS's camera, maybe update again after i got all the photos.

I feel that the fries look special. :x

Ending with a photo of me,

To you: stop singing into my ears, i'm not interested anyway.
To another you: i'm sorry but i just dont treat you the way you treat me.

2010-09-06T14:49:00.002+08:00

Taken during one of the school day.

The 3photos above is a short sequent of what happen yesterday.
went to Swensens for a dinner, it was rather rush as they're closing soon.
Had an ice cream before we went homed.
Reached home, preperation of the cake and sang happy birthday for mum.

05-09-2010

Mum's birthday.

Happy birthday mum, you're one in a million and the best mum ever! (:
Mum saw my post on my wall, nearly gonna say something.
But i asked her not to write anything if not people will know what's my mum's name.

Seems like it's a trend.
06-09-2010
i will be going out later to prepare something with someone. :x

Not a bad thing actually but not to say it out first.

Will not be updating that often, perhaps after end of year exams. :D

2010-08-31T18:11:00.004+08:00

This picture took us one hour to get the last picture. Just joking. (:
It's overdue pictures on junior's birthday party.
(credited to Thidar) :D

Found this picture of mine at Sheryl's phone.
The day we went to library to study during June holiday.

(credited to Sheryl)

Seriously, i hate tests. But i wondered who likes it.
Recess was being cancelled today due to geo tests. Geography made me mad about it like seriously.

Happy Teachers' Day to all the teachers. I hope they will like the card even though it's not in a tidy handwriting.
Saturday(28august),
Shopping with parents and Dimsum for breakfast at Bukit batok. (Y)
Bought not really much clothes, but at least i did buy i'm happy cause i'm sick of wearing the same clothings.

Sunday(29august),
Tution at 2.30. Extended to 2hour and 30mins. :S

Monday(30august),

Amaths after school and went to Jp to get Teachers's day present though it's rather last minute.
Rushed home to prepare the card and went out for tuition at night.

So that's all for today, stay tune?

-I rather you tell me straight at my face, aint we friends? If it's a no, i wont say anything. We might think that we're close, but we might not.
-Sorry, it's my fault to make all this things on a memorable day. But, do you think i want to do that. I feel that what i do always wrong. So, tell me what to do then. I hope to be just friends. Is that difficult, People have the rights to decide, but for me there's only left with one choice. You're pushing all the blames to me.

-I just feel that i'm always having a battlefield. Sorry, but sometimes you made me feel so unimportant.

2010-08-22T19:26:00.003+08:00

The two pictures above are taken yesterday; Tricia birthday party.
More photos will upload on the next post.
Once again, Happy birthday Tricia ! :D
Eoy in around 1months plus, goodluck to everyone. (:
Stranger > friend > close friend > normal friend
People do change, but i really dislike the change after all.But i know we need to accept the fact.I will still be here for you.Once so close,now so far.
From what i see, i know we've drifted.im breaking down and accepting the fact.

2010-08-14T13:51:00.003+08:00

I don't understand why you can't understand .

I told you before it's not because of that and you keep asking me the same question .

You're so stubborn, so inconsiderate .

Just fcuking get the hell out of my life .

People are starting to notice how bitchy you're getting, girl .
Get a life and fcuk your past .

2010-08-10T17:46:00.004+08:00

Fat cheeks ! :<

Hello to all the peeps, :D
Just came back from my tuition and came to update a small post.
This two days was so boring, stayed at home.
Watched the NDP at home, i love this year's national day song !!! :D
Orhyar, im sorry for low-quality mood of my pictures cause of my phone !!! :c
Mum is waiting for iphone4 cause the registration for the iphone had closed.
Kinda jealous if she bought it ! Sad to say, i have to wait for my plan which end next year.

7th month, had made an appointment with my mum.
She said she'll take the lift together with me, back home every night after tuition. *laughlaugh*
But see how it goes :B
Okay i've to go out now, goodluck to everyone. :)
Sleep early at night. *grins*
Do stay tune ! (:

2010-08-01T20:09:00.003+08:00

This is the pict i loved the most.
Went for huanyu's birthday bbq on 24th July.
Was great, gonna post post pict slowly and not in one goal. :)
Those wanna wait, happy waiting. :x
I wanna work hard for the coming EOY.
Goodluck to everyone. :)

I dont know what to do. I just know i don't want to start a relationship. Everything made my heart numb, doesnt want to think about love.
Im don't worth the wait.

2010-07-18T18:44:00.003+08:00

Ths post is just photos. :D

School tmrw! (N)

I wondered how will you react tmrw when i give you something.

Off to play game already. ^^

Probably might not be posting again so soon.

Do tag yeah! :D

Since you said it's my fault so be it. Put all the blame on me then. (F) I simply chose not to care about how you feel anymore. :D

2010-07-13T18:42:00.003+08:00

I miss you alot.

Going back to school for two days, still have to survive for another 3more days.
Should i say happy or sad?
Sad because i've to wake up as early as school day, doing some what stomp performance & boring ttm.
Happy because i don't have to rot at home. :D
Okay, I'm gonna go off to make something for someone. ^^

Ciao. (:
You said you don't care anything that's related to him/her , your actions proved it all. & it's shows that you cared alot. Saying it for fun ?

2010-07-09T18:08:00.005+08:00

Class photo; abit of blur. (taken by Mdm nisha)

Overdue photo. Found this signboard while i'm on the way to mac.

Just had a feeling of posting uh.
I hate POA alot now. Had a test today, flunk it like what lah for sure.
Went to Jp with classmates aftermath & home.
Having lots of laughters. Strawberry flavours & shampoo use for something. HAHAHA.
Back homed at 3plus.
Orhyar, gonna miss those who go for the camp & love those who didnt go. :x
Will be missing SherylKoh;)
Ciao, i'm going off now.
Check out next time & tag yeah! (:

Sometime you just have to lie. I hate you alot like seriously.
Your fucked-up face make me puke.
Stop being friend-snatcher. __
Please meant it what you said. i just acted as if there's nothing happening.
Mixed feeling.
All this points are referring to different people.

2010-07-05T22:25:00.002+08:00

Bitch, stop all those craps & copycat what ppl's write.
I don't need friends who finds me when she don't have someone else.
If you continue doing that, dont blame it when nobody cares about you.
You might be saying i'm your friend, but how you treat me.
It's like shit. Thanks god for this goodf i have.
Stop wild guessing as i didnt say who i am referring to.

2010-07-05T12:23:00.002+08:00

It's me again! :D
Youth day celebration on friday = no lesson, quite boring.
Drinks stall was closed and it's sold at $2 per bottle, it's kind of expensive. :/
Nothing to post already!
Byes, (L)
Update soon....
ps. Don't rant your temper on the computer, tell me straight. It's like better.

2010-06-26T19:03:00.002+08:00

Love this photo quite alot. ♥
When you only can see those things you love to see & hide yourself from all those things you don't wish to know.

Overdue photo taken at delifrance that time when we went for a group studying.

This is the girl whom i mentioned at the previous post that i didnt manage to get a pict of her when we went out that day.
As you can see, we went for a meet up after the one before.
(L)
Went for a photo spam with her around my block.
Gonna see you guys on this coming Monday. Kinda excited for it yah.

Memories stay ; forever in my heart

Miss those times when i went sentosa with classmates. (L)
Oh yar, was back from combined camp yesterday.
It was awesome(Y)
I love the part when we played captain ball & the talking session with Leona, Zena & Thidar.
(To someone : Mind you, you love to diao ppl is it, *dig out your eyes*
Muscle ache (N)
Now : Waiting for my dinner.

2010-06-19T03:28:00.003+08:00

Hey, it's been long since the last time I blogged :)

I'm really having problems sleeping recently, always sleeping at the morning and waking up during evening. LOL

Nothing to do at home, but I enjoy staying at home :D

Going out with two sweeties on monday, see you two soon ! :)

AND, please do tag ! :D

2010-06-16T14:11:00.006+08:00

Overdue picture of me.

Went out with primary school cliques on Monday. ♥
Had fun with them yeah and kinda miss their laughter now.

Gonna go out again on the 28th again. :D
Love die them, :o

(Picture above only two peeps, another one i shall take a picture of her during the next trip out with them.)

ohyar, i watched 'karate kid'. I love one of the guy, he's damn cool & cute but very rough.

I wanna watch it again. :P

I miss this girl above alotalot. She went to Korea, coming back on this saturday.
Probably going out with her again after she came back. ♥

Talking about things i wanna have or get.

i want sneaker!

I want a new school bag(i doubt i would be geeting one)

I want to have new colours on my nails. (still wondering what colour should i paint next)

I WANT A CAMERA !

I got a temptation of biting some food now.

Any kind soul can buy food up to my house at this moment. =x

I'm just kidding yeah. ^^

Ended with a picture of me with my fat cheeks. -.-

Do tag & i'll love you damn alotalotalotalotalot. (just joking)
Sometimes it's better to keep quiet, so as not to have more problems, i have had alot of problem.
Try not to give me more burden, just leave me alone and i'll be happier.
I'm not a criminal or neither a dog, so don't expect me to answer every of your question cause i can chose whether to answer or not.
Yeah, the world is cruel (credit to sheryl'sweetheart)
I've my own reason for everything i done.
Called me biased or selfish. Yes,i am. & this is me.
I don't even need to care whether you sad or what, cause it'll lead me to stress & i just live for myself & some wonderful friends around me.

P.S Your acting skills was awesome.

2010-06-11T22:01:00.003+08:00

Been out for the past few days. :D With my bestest sist! ♥
Mum's shop too.
Will update again & promised to post more photos on my next visit. (:
Do keep the blog alive yeah! (Y)
I hate ppl making use of me.

2010-06-08T19:39:00.003+08:00

Just came back from arena.
Training in the morning. Nearly forget to take my racket.
And, my GREEN TEA too.
Orhyar, someone wanted to ask a actor for signature just now!
Went out with Granny, cousin and parents on Saturday to Lot1.
Cousin was shocked by the machine car(shown above, 1st pict) as there's sound coming from the car.
It was rather funny actually.
&, i bought a new spectacle as i need to wear it as shown on the 4th picture. HAHA.
It's just a fake uhs, there aint lens on the spec & i just wore it for fun.
Mum said i looked totally like those only know how to study & not wanting to have much fun eg, going out.
After what i've heard, i was like -.-
Nothing else to say le bahs, stay tune?

I miss Bestest Sister, sweetheart, CT, leong, airen.
I want freedom from everything.
I hate to be .... ...

Off to watch my show now.
Do tag, if not i won't ...... :x

2010-05-31T12:33:00.009+08:00

1st : wedding(overdue photo) , 2nd went marina with parents , 4rd : ikea , 5th : town with sister.

It's me again! =x
& it's the last day of May, says hello to June. :/

Went out with BestestSister, Caixuan and parents this few days.

Fun ! :D

Someone thought me some "good word".

Coupon - kokpun (hokkien)

Heng zhu (tiao zhu) - in chinese

Training starts tomorrow, Leona won't be going as she went oversea. :/

Gonna pack my study table before going out later.

Ice-cream later with Bestest sissy. *winkwink*

It's not how much we have but how much we enjoyed, that makes happiness.

2010-05-21T16:10:00.005+08:00

I think it's dam cool cause it changed from the previous picture to this after i add in water into it.
I thought it was a sweet then i realised it was a tissue.

I flunk a most important subject, ENGLISH ! I hate it the most actually. :X
Btw, holidays is coming like around one more week or less than one more week !
I'm so jealousss that some of my friends went oversea during june holiday ! I want to go oversea too!
But maybe i'll be going to Genting.
Right now, the time is 4.30. I'm going off soon at about 2more hours !
kinda excited for it, hope that there'll be pictures back for the next post!
I love Friday !

End with a photo of my mother

i hate you,
Just say that you cant resist to tell him/her, don't make an excuse saying he/she forced you.
Dare to say it, dare to admit it then.
BITCH, I don't give a damn to you. Try harder to be better than me luh! You think you're the best, but no matter how pretty or ugly you're, you'll still remain a bitch!

STEPHANIE says byebye . :P

2010-05-18T20:24:00.007+08:00

Never knew that i would deserve your love.

As you can see, 1st: i went out with my sister and spent the 3days with her. Went to eat Carl jr it's the first time dining there. =x

By the way, i went for a hair cut today. Pedicure today! (Y)

School on Thursday ! I guess results will be out, confirm flunk until very jialat.

I never thought you would did this to me.Why (inserts name) want to break the promise.
23more days. Nevr want to believe in guys.

A mistakes

2010-05-06T16:42:00.008+08:00

Lamb ! =x

I love the effect of this photo ! {:

It's the 100th post.

This week aint that good, chiong-ing homework and revising for next week exams.

I'm thinking about what to do during the june holidays alr ! :x

Amaths can kill me le lo. Everytime after Amaths, i'll feel very tired. :/

Moreover, i have alot of tuitions. :'(

Wish me lucks ! [:

I hope you won't think about it again le. Start everthing again and don't think about breaking down.

Don't be too confidence bah. Once i set my mind up, nothing can change. Though i might say something that you think it hurts you, but i still need to say. What i want to tell you, i had told you in sms already. Even though you willing to change for me. But, i love someone not for looks, but mostly for the character. You might think that you can change your character, but it's impossible. Thanks for what you willing to sacrifice. But, love cant be forced. What's meant to be yours, will be yours. But, if it's not meant to be yours, it'll not be yours. Like how he's not meant to be mine. Hope you'll change your mindset.

I miss the time when i'm with (inserts name) Bye, lovecxz. Don't miss me & Goodluck for your examination ! ♥

2010-05-03T14:00:00.006+08:00

Hello!!! It has been a long time since my last post.

Exam are coming... :(

So this will be my last post before the exam. Hahas.

Labour day which is the day before today was my uncle's wedding.

Erm.. the wedding was held at Mandarin Oriental Hotel.

Actually this wedding was quite special because it was held in the afternoon.

This is the bride and groom.

my cousin, sister and me with the bride and groom.

My uncle singing a song to the bride.

Tea ceremony...

2010-04-24T18:51:00.010+08:00

The first pict ; On the way to clementi stadium for sport day. Second pict ; note which Caixuan wrote for me Third pict ;when we went for our lunch during AEM. Fourth pict ; with Yinghui. They are my very good, best and fantastic friend. They're there for me when i'm down. For caixuan' bestfriend, what i want to say i guess you know alr. Don't wanna say it here. For sheryl'best xingan and sweetheart, i hope you will be fine. Don't think too much alr uh. Anything feel free to tell me. Even though i'm not good at words, but i guess i'm a good listener. For yinghui'bestest sist, don't keep say me uh. Get yourself a boyfriend soon uh. Anything must update me ! (:

As you can see, i went to burger king to study with Jingpoh, Sheryl, michelle, fitrah, shiting and yibin yesterday. Mostly, talking about stuffs. Wanna study with them again! From the first picture, you can see me holding some paper right, i'm helping sheryl to pack up her file by filing them by the different subjects. =x

I think this picture is hilarious !!! XD

Those examination dates are on the post stick notes! I got study de hor! =x I post it at the study room window.

I dont wanna care anymore

It's enough. Don't want to think about it anymmore cause i only know what hatred and sadness.

And made me tear.

I posted ! Can't resist the temptation, missing blogging too much.

I wanna change a hairstyle soon, maybe after exams.

I'm now not in the exam mood!

Okay, that's all. I'm super hungry now and have my dinner! :D

So, bye & luvxz.

2010-04-21T16:51:00.004+08:00

I'm trying not to think of the things that are bothering me now .
But you're making it hard .
I dislike her, you know why?
She's taking over my place now.
I know I have no rights to say anything regarding this , but I really wanted you to know.
You're still my closest friend . No one had taken your place .
You did not tell me anything that you're going through,
I only know it cause someone else told me .
I have to ask in order to know your life .
I'm not saying that you have to tell me everything,
I'm just wondering that why is it that I have to hear it from others when you say that I'm your closest friend .
Do you understand how I feel?
You may say that I did not tell you what I'm going through ,
but think, did I really have anything to say?
I have nothing to tell .
I just wanted you to know that even though I know that we are not like last time anymore,
I still yearn for it, hoping that we can be like last time .
But, I also wish the best for you .
If you think that she's the best to be in that place in your heart, let it be then .

You're still the closest friend .

I hate it

2010-04-18T19:18:00.005+08:00

Please don't treat me as a criminal.

If i don't want to say who i'm with or what, don't keep asking.
I don't like it.
You're making me damn frustrated with you.
If i willing to say, i would just tell you.
Don't be so sensitive and i can go out with anybody right.
i didnt say out who's that person i'm refering to.
Don't probe about it.
Sometimes how i wish you don't treat me like this, i hope i won't treat you very differently.
I just want a simple sist and bro r/s with you.

♥, life time promises

2010-04-08T17:15:00.005+08:00

♥, a life time promise.

Thanks for the past and the present. You let me learn to love, cry and forget.

Ppl, please don't wild guess and don't be kpo asking my close friends. Fcuk.
Don't ask whether what i likes, if i don't want to tell you, just stfu and don't ask anymore.

Katrine, me, Jingpoh, mischelle and sei hao. ♥

Working at my mum's shop.

♥ Cousin and Grandma

ME (:

Sheryl write this with her right hand, quite okay le lah. Better than me. :D

School was alright for the week.
Long time since i update? Gonna update once a month. =x
HAHA.
Somebody's skirt got wet huh. So funny. Dont wait your skirt again. (:
Nowadays, there're alot of quarrels happening. Mood wasnt good at times. Sorry for those who're close to me as i may attitude you when i'm not in the good mood.
Exams round the corner, now chiong notes. :P
Wish me lucks huh.
Look at yourself b4 you say anyone whom you think is ugly.
If i like you, i would tell you in the first place. Nothing can change my mind. Sorry. You'll regret.

2010-04-01T21:06:00.004+08:00

Took by *F in lab :)

I don't know why but I feel so moody this few days .

Tough week for me uh .

Thanks for *N listening ears ah .

Tomorrow going out with sister :)

I really want to talk to someone, so I asked her out ^^

if I can, I'll try to update with photos tomorrow uh . :)

Thanks for those that tagged us ! continue to tag us uh!

It motivated us to post , HAHA.

I'm afraid of where my heart is going .

2010-03-27T13:31:00.007+08:00

Don't have to change because of me. Don't live because of people, but for yourself.
You treat me very good, so does __ . I don't know who should i take another glance on.
I hope ___ will understand. ____, don't wait already. BGR? Not at this moment.
Went Safra last week with parents and cousin.

I ♥ team 5 and those people present for the AEM During AEM, i done this due to i'm too bored.

Seriously kind of miss those times when we went for AEM course.

Laughters, powerpoint presentation and rushin back to the class to get the points.

Just came back from outside. Had breakfast and pray.

Didnt went to school yesterday cause of the backbone appointment at 9.45 in the morning.

Overall, very tiring. They made us changed room for like 4times.

First, went counter for registration.

Second, went to a room to take my height and weight.

Third, check the degree of slant.

Fourth, X-ray.

All are in different room.

Luckily, i don't have to wear braces.

Oh yar, Parents gonna go oversea tomorrow!

:( Probably moving to grandma house for 1week.

Wish me goodluck, won't get scolded. =x

i wear what clothes you huanlo so much for what?!

If you think you're my friend, don't have to backstab me.

But think twice before you do.

Alot of jokes right, but i know what's in your mind: make me into trouble.

I tell you, you're only beautiful if you don't comment about ppl and do little tricks.

Down to earth ♥

2010-03-20T14:36:00.017+08:00

My facebook profile picture! ♥ Sheryl ; me

During lunch time

me ; Hanis . Just finish our lunch. Photo taken by Sheryl
Taken by Hanis ! :D Candid !

Surprised?

'I still remember someone did ask why we always didnt update our blog uh'.

Still etched in my mind. :x

I'm damn free sometime but just dont know what to update.

So, for those who come to our blog often, dont be sad. :x

Talking about the Rp course, first three days, quite fun. But we had to run here cause there's time limitation.

The last two days, the teacher was like so shit. Oops, very boring.
But overall was great cause there're lots of laughter and fun with the mates ! (:

Saturday

Initially, planned for morning run with parents and cousin.

But, rain and went to gym at around Jurong west.

Havent even done all my homeworks D: Last minute !

Okay, that's all bahs. enjoy the photo then?

Things aint supposed to be like this.

Making me don't know what to do, hack care me bahs.

It's raining today

2010-03-20T01:22:00.004+08:00

March 19, or should I say 20?

It's now midnight .

Thanks for those who continue to tag even though we did not update for days .

Maybe I needed the time, that's why I did not reply anyone or message anyone .

well, it's not like anyone needed me to reply them or message them since one of my so called friend had said that nobody will message me except for a few .

Well, I'm not like the so called friend that have a whole bunch of people to message .

Now then I know that you hide a lot of things from me, yet you want me to tell you everything.
Is that your so called fair?

I don't need you .
I have nothing to do with you now .
It's maybe of the guilt that's keeping me near you .
But, I seriously wanted to get away from you .
This week, I've think a lot .
Maybe, you're thinking the same as I do .

2010-03-12T16:02:00.005+08:00

Interesting! ^^ Sheryl knows.
Training, Supp and Tuition made me pay so much time. =x
Lesser and lesser things to talk, whenever i log on to blogger, there's not much things that flushed through my mind.
Watched DearJohn on Wednesday. ♡
Quite nice uh. But sad ending.
Holidays next week! Sad to say, i gonna go for the Republic thingy.
Hope everyone will do well bahs. (:
Ganna squeezeee in some time to meet precious. :D
Tons of holidays homework uh! Gonna complete like half of it today? :\
Missing my cousins. It had been so long since i seen them.
Every Thursday every time got tuition and training. :(
Cheerup xingan! :D You made me touched by the sentence you tell me.
Days by days, passed so fast.
MidyearMidyearMidyear!!!! Jiayous! (:
Wait for the next post, maybe Leona might be posting or Maybel (:

I.HATE.YOU.
Your acting skills real good.
_ _ off luh.
I hate liar. What you said is not what you mean.
Not gonna believe in you. SISTER?

2010-02-24T15:39:00.008+08:00

HELLO!

Just a short update before i go.
Monday, had Amaths supp and tuition at night.
Tuesday, training.
Wednesday, had lunch with Maybel > home. Tuition at night!
Thursday, Amaths > Either training or napfa > Tuition at night.
Friday, Meeting ♥-lies or going home.
*Not so sure of thursday and friday.*
Oh yar, i'm soryyyy, Bestest sist. I'm late today again! And thanks yeah, for the card. Got one of the unglam!
Hmm, thanks for the effort and i love you handwriting! Nice man. SISTERSHIP UH ! ♥

I need some motivation to study! =x Gonna buck up. =p
Geography and Chinese test tmr.

I changed to a better person in loveship.
The Stephanie in the past, thinking that she cant live w/o guys.But, now i have changed.
Sometimes you have to test someone, not because you dont trust them. But to know how much they'll sacrificed for you.

(♥)STEPHANIE

2010-02-13T20:19:00.003+08:00

Hey, people out there. But i wanted to post before i went oversea tomorrow.
Don't miss me yeah. =p
Congrats to Caixuan for that great performance yeah! (:
Not really have much things to say.
Now seems to be like only me and Caixuan rotating posting the blog yeah.
Just finished my reunion dinner.
How's your reunion dinner? =x
Oh yar, i'm so damn pissed off by the Amaths and thinking of doing something ya. :(
Hais, i think don't talk about it le bah.
REMEMBER TO TAG YEAH !
Istillwonderwhyshouldyoutexther.Thoughidontknowwhyiseemstobesoangry.
Idontwannacontrolyou.Nvm,Idontwanttocareanymorelebah. Onebyone,hurts.__

2010-02-10T21:54:00.006+08:00

Hellos ! ~
Cai Xuan here :)

Anyway, I'm not here to update about my life since there is nothing to be excited about .
HAHA .

If you have been following this blog for the most of your time, you will notice something .
One of the blog mistress is MISSING !

How shocking can this be ? This shocking, O_O
HAHA .

The blog mistress's name start with a L .
If anyone saw her, please contact me .
My freaking number is 91234567 .

Okay, I shall stop my beautiful nonsense now, HAHA~!

Woo~ peeps, CAPS LOCK SIMPLY KILLS!

HAHAHAHA!

Edited:

Stephanie and Katrine will be going overseas, so if you message them during the period, TOO BAD! :)

2010-02-06T14:52:00.008+08:00

This 2 pict , was taken last year .

(Taken at East coast park i think , first time taking neo print with her (L) )

Sometimes i wondered , all the things that you told me , is it true ?

Thanks those who wished me happy birthday , present and the hug uh ! =x
Shall not name out , till someone asked me to =x Opps .

I'm so shocked when two of them wish me a happy birthday , didnt expect they will say .

Erm , this year was much different from last year cause it's more fun .

And there were two cakes !!!

Scolded by mr cheong for not attending pe lesson , damn suay lo . =p

Btw , Thanks Thidar for the so called party in the class and keeping it as a secret not to let me know.

Received the most expensive present is the guess wallet .

But still , the thoughts that counts .

Present which are not expensive than the rest , it's alright ! :D

AND , wanted to say something . That Katrine was like a auntie.

Called me at midnight to wish me a happy birthday and cause she scared her hp will lack.

Kiasu. :x fake but thanks yeah ! (:

Dinnered with parents on that night ya at Swensens . (:

After the dinner and mum paid for the dinner . She was like ...

Mum : Take the receipt .

Me : For ?

Mum : Must remembered that i treat you for this meal .

Me : =.=

Nothing much in this week .

Hoping everything will be fine .

Stay tune for the next post ! (:

Hoping everthing will be fine for the whole year. Even we aint that close like last time, for now, it's okay le. Maybe getting more close, will have some conflicts. forever 10 ?

I'm grieving

2010-01-26T22:14:00.003+08:00

Hey , Hi :)
Maybel here .
Take note, when I wrote my name as Maybel , that's means I'm moody .
As for CaiXuan, happy mood or not moody .

Mood swings are dumb, don't you think so?
Anyway, today nothing happened, I'm just having mood swings, that's all .

Delvina ask me to update often, so our readers won't get bored .
But even if we keep on updating, our tags are still all those people .
And now those people, maybe they're busy , our tags are getting lesser .
So people , please tag ~

BFFLTD, Let's stay like that forever , I really want you to be by my side, always .
As you're the only one I trust and like now .
I hope you won't get tired of me, and always be with me! :)
Let's hope things go smoothly this year so we won't have any conflicts .
To not reveal you, I shall keep all our memories all to myself.
Maybe one day, I will find a way to tell you how much I remember .
We shall be BFFLTD :)
Love ya .

2010-01-20T15:22:00.004+08:00

Just pursue your happiness .
If you like , just take him with you .
Peepo , how is everything for you guys ? Just a simple greeting .
Tournament tomorrow !!! Goodluck . =x
Nothing to post yeah .
After recess , mr kuang made all the late comers write reflection , including me !
Next time , his lesson , need to reach class earlier !
Slept during class today , forget which lesson already . STM !
And , thanks Thidar for your cookies . :D
Having been close with some of the classmates , we seems to be changing with the time .
Tuitioning later at 5plus there , so gonna stop posting already . (:

13 more day .
How would it be then ?
I make sure i will get you out of my mind , bastard ! Thanks for those hurt you gave me .
Guy ? What's a big deal , you're just another sucker . You're aint so beautiful as i thought .

Don't blame on cg , i'm the one who wants to know . Just be truth to me . i know maybe you all dont want me to get hurt , but it's the fact .
But , it's alright now .

Hey!

2010-01-19T22:17:00.002+08:00

Peeps, Maybel here .

My lastest post is like don't know how many days ago .

That's why I'm here to post .

Recently, things happened real fast .
Be prepared enough to not get hurt .

Drift , such an annoying word keep ringing in my ears .
we , humans , are not faithful like those people you see in movies and books .
What for sticking to the person when you know your mind is somewhere else?
Just go, go to the person who you want to be with .

I let you go , so please , let me go too .
Don't accuse me when I'm gone .

I'm really happy now, don't ruin my happiness .

And lastly, don't judge the blog skin that I've spent hours on .

2010-01-15T19:40:00.002+08:00

True love hard to find. I'm going to let go.
You can do whatever things you like , cause i'm not going to hang on to it.

HELLO ! Miss blogging.

So not going to write down my whereabout for the few days . HEHE .
Slowly guess . (:
Was busy with badminton and homework . Finally found some time for blogging .(:
There wouldn't be any photos due to my laziness and sickness of my photo .
My phone ! Gonna be back tomorrow .
Actually tuesday i wanted to collect it , but i'm lazy !!!
Dragged till sat !
Wedding dinner tomorrow . :D
Still wondering what shoe am i getting later cause i'm going Jp to look for my mum .
Filial right me . ^^
I want to get sick . There's much differences between sec1 and sec3 life .
Nvr share with me uh , stupid kor ! :@ Too bad , share more with others oh.

18days .
3month 4days . I'll be fine .
All seems to be real past now . Why i cant seem to be remembered any .... birthday , but you .
How i wished all the memories can be erased by an eraser . I knew you had forgotten everything .

2010-01-09T14:32:00.005+08:00

You've gone? I have no idea.
If only i would'nt remember every hurt, it would be much better.
How i wished you could stop the habit of smoking.
AH , school sucks !!! Pressure to be sec3 student . I hoped you will be fine .
I'm not really used to be in the class this year. You isnt that close with me now compare to the first day in school.
Changed of recess timing on every Tuesday.
Training was tough for the last three days, Physical training !!!
I don't want to have muscular thigh.
Phone spoiled for about one week, for the second times. Just half a year only.
Using the oldold Sony phone.
I have used to those feelings ever since you leave.
Teacher called up my mother just to tell her i'm not in school, because i'm not at the hall for the morning assembly. =.=
There isnt seem to be a free day for me !!!
I hoped to have the best birthday this year. you would be a great present.

2010-01-06T20:52:00.003+08:00

Hey people, two posts in one day, nice right?
hahas.

but I'm not Stephanie, I'm Maybel.

and yeah, 27 more days, I will say Happy Birthday to my darling.
:)

This two days are not so bad, but not so good.
I don't wish to talk about it, lol.
Boy, look at me?I'm back to the same place again, waiting for you.
I think I know that feelings again, love.

2010-01-06T19:19:00.002+08:00

Hey !!! All those stalkers out there . xD
What if i told you i'm more hurt after everything , how will you be react ?
When will be the time when we talked again ?

27 more days to my birthday !
Have quite alot of birthday wish .
Let me think , 5 ?One of them is i want all my friends to be happy and promote to sec 4 next year .
I know it's early , but it's just a wish .
For the other 3 , i dont want to say .
But what i want for my birthday , is to be with you . (i doubt so)
So how's the school ? For the first two days , it's quite okay lah .
Not used to it , feel very weird but still know new friends then .
For the 11 of us , can we be like last time , no any misunderstandings and try not to gossip about each other .
Got anything not happy , say out then .
Badminton and Amaths supp tomorrow , so i got to go now .
I wish that you should put yourself in my shoe . maybe by then , you'll realise .

hey

2010-01-04T20:00:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone, Caixuan here .

my com broke down during the holidays T^T

anyway, today, first day of school.
It's boring.

hahas, ended.
Bye .

2009-12-28T19:18:00.002+08:00

Clip up my fringe . =x

Let me recall back 1week time ago . HAHA .

21dec ; workingggggg

22dec ; cousin came my house to help out with ______ .

23dec ; workinggggg

24dec ; wish kahao a happy birthday ! (:

Church performance , countdown till 2plus then hsh .

25dec ; CHRISTMAS !!! This christmas not really that fun but quite special .

Had lunch instead with Jonas and Jiajia .

26dec ; Cousins came to my house to play , work half day .

27dec ; Meet up with Jh . Thanks for the presents yeah .

Chocolate !!!! Burger sweettyyyyy !!!! And ...... the keychain . :D

28dec ; Went shopping with mummyyyyyy .

Bought one tube dress , bandage skirt and shiny sliveryy tight . Loveittothemax .

I used to love you alot , thought of holding on real tightly .

But i slowly watched it faded . 5 , you're not mine anymore .

I'm sorry , i haven't prepare yet .

2009-12-19T21:25:00.004+08:00

Give me a heart , mending that broken heart .

Whenever i saw those couples , it made me think about the past .

Hellos! Stephanie here!

This post shall be the last post till 26th as I'm going to be busy next week .

Not gonna talk about next week's schedule ...

Prolly talking about on the next post .

Orh yar , yesterday enjoying the day with the two girls . They damn funny!

Shared jokes and secret again yeah . Very bad lo , use excuses . =x

I'll be alright , thanks for those advice , will think twice about it . ^^

Hope we'll be the same next year , i knew we might not be so close anymore . But , still really pleased to have known you . Hope to still h2h talk with you all .

Funny chat with them but some was hilarious .

Me : orhorh , you and .... uh . (joking type)

She : *Smiling away* seriously i did like ...... before .

I was like open eyes bigbig cause i did shock that she admire that guy and she hides from me very long .

Went out today with parents to 5plus for our breakfast .

Headed to Ikea intended to fix the broken chair but ended up , bought a chair instead .

Funny lo , my mother . I wondered , did you really forget or just ignore . You changed ..

Neng yong yan lei huan lai xin fu marh ? Ru guo shi zhe yang , wo dao di yao ku duo sao ci . ( wo pei ni ku )

Any places to intro to go on Christmas ? Any gifts ? =x

I still wonder , should i go out with you . I scared i took the wrong step .

This christmas , i hoped to spend it was to celebrate with you .

Give me comments on the post added with pict . Thanks . (:

2009-12-11T18:07:00.004+08:00

HELLOS , I'm here to post again .
Going to summarise my post in point form .
Another busy week for me . Gonna buck up in my work and holiday assignment !!!

Monday, Working .
Tuesday, Library with JiaJia and Cher .
Wednesday, Working
Thursday, Buffet @ Seoul garden with PP .
Friday, Rot at home

I'm going to randomly pick one date and talk about .
Thursday then . Cause more things to talk .
Woke up at around 10 and went to look for Cher and JiaJia first .
Initially , i wanted to eat a full breakfast at mac , but after all , i went to OCK to buy some small things . Tempted JiaJia on the food . xD
Walked around and headed to take Mrt to lakeside to meet them .
Reached Orchard at around 1plus 2 .
Had buffet for around 2 to 3 hours . Chatted and jokes around .
Went to Jonas's house to play and dirty the house . =x Fake !!!
Overall , it's fun but , kena scolded by my mother at night . =.=
Okay , and I'm going be out next week too . Dad's birthday coming next week together with JiaJia .
And Thidar's birthday is tomorrow , Wondered if she did look at her phone .
Gonna celebrate with Dad probably tomorrow and JiaJia on Tuseday .

Christmas is round the corner . I haven't plan anything to do on that day .
Hope Christmas would be a fun one for me and everyone .
You once made my life so colourful , but now , it's only consisted the colour of black and white .
Maybe we're not meant to be together .

Re-edited @ 15-12-09
I want to let you go , you live in my heart long enough and it's really very pain .
You etched in my heart very very deeply .Ru guo you ren ke yi xi huan , Mei you gan jue , jiu bu neng zai yi qi .
Gonna re-edit it , don't want the whole blog to be filled with all my posts .
Suddenly feeling very shag , sad , upset and lots more .
Having h2h talk with Bestest sist tomorrow , hope nothing sad will happen tomorrow .
Happy birthday , JIAJIA !!! Older yi shui , mature le uh . Dont know if she'll see anot . =x Enjoy the day tmr yeah . ^^v
Imissyoualot.
Gonna work on Thursday , do come visit yeah =x HAHA .
Going out with two noobs on Wednesday . =s SHHHHHHHH !!!

It's the end

2009-12-04T21:52:00.003+08:00

We seems so close , yet so far . It's so sad about it , and seriously we're drifting .

Hey friends out there !!! =P It's been 4days since i posted .
Erm ... Was out this few days .
Imisssomanypeople , but don't want to mention them now .
I wondered how is (inserts name) .
Back for quite long already , yet didn't contact me . =(
I wondered i should angry or what . Should relax actually . =x
I think i'll wait for the person to call or text me then .
I'm not in the mood this few days . Did (inserts name) really think about me .
I'm the odd one . Learned to be independant .
Anything , just text or ring me up then . Nothing to say already .
Will appear offline this few days .
You totally forget about me already . Even you cam back , i'm like so invisible to you .
Ciao !

I hate those feelings . Why must you all keep doing it .

Be it close or what .

I'm still the odd one . :'(

My Vacation has ended

2009-12-02T11:53:00.007+08:00

HEY! I AM BACK!!!!
I have a great time in Malaysia, Genting, Port Dickson. :)
Oh ya. The sunset in Genting was beautiful. You will love it! :)
LOOK!

The scenery was also very nice.
Me and my sister went to the outdoor and indoor theme park.
Haha. It was so fun and COLD.
One thing i hate there was their Malaysian accent.
Eww!!! It was awful. Hurt my ears with their voice. Hehe.
Oh ya. We also went to this place, it is call the Mushroom farm.
Took some pictures. :)

Went back to Port Dickson on the fourth day in Malaysia.
Did i mention that i play Gokart?
Haha. It was fun, but hard to control.
Nearly crashed into the trees.

Luckly that i have quick reaction. Hehe.
Went to Melaka on the last day before coming back to Singapore.
I miss all of you. But SOMEONE told me that she wasn't! :(
Sorry for not telling you guys that i am leaving. My apology.
Erm... ya. Bought a few things for Cai xuan, Stephanie and Thidar.
I hope that you will like it! :)
For the rest of the girls, i am sorry. Didn't have enough money to buy.
SO SORRY! :(
So ya. That's all.
BYE BYE!! :) :)

I'm going crazy

2009-12-02T05:52:00.004+08:00

I must be crazy to woke up in the middle of the night,
EVERYDAY.

I just can't seems to sleep after I woke up -.-
and will end up tossing here and there on the bed, and finally sleep when the annoying sun rise.

I'm suffering from it again and ended up here, typing away~
hahas.

Horrible man, weeks after weeks suffering from this.

Nothing to do on the net, so went to view quite a number of blogs.

I'm now starting to have negative feelings towards two person.
negative feeling = don't like
LOL!

one ignore me, another one keep on tracking on stuffs I like.
LOL, looks like I'm very what for disliking this two person,
BUT, get ignore by others and you will know
and also e.g, you like chocolate cake and this person used to say that she dislike it and then suddenly chocolate cake became very famous and she start to tell everyone that actually she like it a long long time ago, how will you feel?

If you know me very well, you will have know that I dislike those people that's bugging in to those stuffs I like, sounds ridiculous, sue me.

and the fact that this two person is actually quite close with me did not help much.

Watch your butts, I might poke something in your ho-le.
Hahas.

2009-12-01T11:43:00.002+08:00

How much you loved someone , is how much you need to forget about that someone .

Hey babes and hunk out there . ^^
So sad , my lips is in pain now , i think it's the cause of my lips too dry . ):
Didn't went to training , cause of some reasons .
Getting sick of my life . Shopping + working + rotting at life = No life :O
Yesterday , working at my mum shop .
My pay increases !!! Cause i broke the record . :x
Was in depression in the morning yesterday . It's like no sales , sales started at night .
Big thanks to Jiaying cause she was with me yesterday for the whole day .
Thanks for the advice :D
Tomorrow going to BUGIS with (inserts name )!!!
And maybe watching haunted house . (Ah piao , was what someone called it)
Either badminton or working .
You asked me to stay when i wanted to move on , now that i don't wanna stay , you ask me to hold on .

Ciao !!!

I feel like we're far apart

2009-11-28T22:11:00.003+08:00

Hey, ME here.
As in CaiXuan.

Didn't do much during the holidays.
Somehow,

Suddenly have the urge to post.
I'm currently emo-ing, Haha.

Keep the tagboard alive~

GoodBye.
You left me here, all alone.

2009-11-28T20:09:00.006+08:00

Sometimes , the person you love might give you grieve more than happiness . 1month18days .

Had been watching two drama series .
Met up with hy the day before at jp cause was at my mum's shop helping out .
Leona went oversae already , not sure when she's coming back .
Cause she didnt text most of us when she's leaving .
Schedule for next week .
Monday : work
Tuesday : Maybe going training
Wednesday : Outing with peeps / work
Thursday : Outing with peeps / work
Friday : Ton at Hazel's house
Don't text me please , sometimes when you texted me those disgusting , i really felt like throwing my phone away or just scold you . Those messages making me have goose bumps .
I think i'm gonna spend some time on the show . (=
Then went to my mother's shop . Friend , we're drifting .
Sorry friend , i still don't have the courage to tell you .

What if one day , i don't reply anyone who texted me ?
I felt so tired of my life , nothing special everyday .
'replay' this song made me reminded of someone . Hais .
Friend , when're you coming back ?

Flashbacks

2009-11-25T21:00:00.002+08:00

For the first , sorry friend .

I'm back ^^ Went to find bestest sister at her house on Monday .
Watched 'coming soon' and 'the uninvited' . Nice show !!!
Seriously for some part , quite scary . Must go take a very long look yeah .
Stayed for dinner , went home at around 7plus , 8 .
And ,

Parents came back from oversea . Say hi to my allowance !!! ._.
Dad and me fine already bahhs , not as good as last time actually .

Tuesday , meet up with stupid hell for breakfast . :x
Damn guailan de lor him . Oops !
Aftermath , went over to hke to find hy and hm for a talk .
After that , went over to Tiong bahru to work . Tiring de lor .
First time work at there .
Thanks Hm for the c .
Homed at 9plus 10 . Something happened .

Wednesday , be a guai daughter and stayed at home .
But actually is because i sick and I lazy go out .
Head pain , ear pain !!!! ):
Still joke asking me to eat sweets to lessen the giddiness(?) .

Let me stay

2009-11-18T14:14:00.003+08:00

You came back again. But not the same. Why did you picked me up after i fall and after that , letting me fall deeply.

Someone mislead me to like mistaken somebody . Seriously that guy whom texted me is such a bastard .
Her whole family can go die already le lor . Don't know why just feel like scolding .
Chatted with Maybel yesterday . It's like 12345678 days since we last talked yeah .
Have been staying at my grandmother house for the past feww days .
Going to stay there till next monday .
I highlighted my hair on Monday yeah !!! Love it damn loads .
HAHA . And it's copper red .
It's like more to brown anyway .
Maths supp today in the morning . Today we had 3hours !!!
Damn longgggggggggg . 2 hours so much already , still 3hours .
Headed home to watch movie . I'm now watching while posting . (:
I still stuck and haven't move on. It's still hurt. Imissyou,boy. I don't know if you will be transferring next year. Just that i'm still holding on to it. And you too .
Seriously , i din;t really know how you feel now , i mean those memeries .
Sports exavagenza tomorrow ?!!!!! Going to wake up at 5 for it .
Hais . Holiday seems to be so less actually . But somehow i miss those school days .
when we talked and chatted around .
Seriously , i blogged hopped to someone's blog , and the blog song is replay !!!
Remind me of somebody(inserts name) . xD
Very funny de person .
Okay , stop my crap already and bye !!!xP

BBQ TOMOOROW !!!

It might be the last outing .

So be there and stay happy yeah . (L)

2n2'09 ♥

Missing the time we spent together

2009-11-14T15:02:00.002+08:00

Went to bugis with my friend yesterday.

Meet at 3 plus due to the rain.:(

Sorry ya...

Shopped around bugis street and junction.

Bought 3 hairbands and 3 pairs of earings. :)
Ohh ya, my friend and I met a crazy guy.

He holded on to my friend's bag and say he wanted to tell her something.

He acted like he doesn't want to let her go.

SHOCKED!!!

Sorry la. Didn't help you.

*Advise to my friend.

If you want his number, you should ask him for it.

Nvm de.

Afterwards went to meet my father and ate at queenway.

Chatted while eating. Telling me about his childhood.

Wow! My father childhood days seems to be fun and nice. :)

Lesson learned after conversation- don't take things for granted.

Went back home and my mother said that there was a bird in the toilet.

Said that it was injured. Didn't managed to take a picture before it flew away.

Going overseas soon.

Going to miss other 7 girls!

See ya!

Should i ?

2009-11-14T12:25:00.005+08:00

You taught me how to forget like how you did .
I shall move on . Don't come back again .
Did i made the right choice ? I scared i might made the wrong choice . Hais .

Went to school for maths supp . Went there earlier to see which course i'm taking .
Leona didn't ome as her mother ask her not to come . And i'm alone !!!
But still got Thidar there to pei me lahhs .
HAHA . ^^

I was flipping at my dairy , one year , pass very fast and going to come to an end .
This year seems to be better than last year . I wondered how will we be like the next year .
I missed the times with you all . ♥
The 8 of us .
Went somewhere yesterday , and had a heart to heart talk with someone .
Hais . Thanks bahhs .
Always wanted to keep myself busy to forget about it .
:'(
Met stupid tall building ass !!!
He was so bhb lor . Thnaks for the cab . ((:
Quarrelled and being xiao qi . =x
Still very sorry yeah . Someone know that i'm angry !!!
It's a bad thing actually .

Stayed at home today , be a super guai daughter okay . :D
HAHA , maybe going out at night to jp .
At least i can go out of the house , i'm happy . =P
Can't resist the temptation . (Delvina , Temptation . ^^)
Inside jokes .
I'm going to bugis again , Kbox !!! (:
I want to work too have $$$ .
Mummy and daddy are going oversea tomorrow .
Although i can have more freedom , but i will still miss them alot alot !!!
i wondered what would they buy for me after the trip to dont-know-where .

My friend even had the shock expression on their face when i told her that i haven't forget about you .
You made me cry and fall hard on the ground . I'm going to give up soon . Don't turn back again .
I want to be the happy me again !!! If i really forget about you , i should thanks you for teaching me how to forget you .
I'm scared if i' in the same class as you next year , would i turn back again . Empty promises you made . You broke it .
But still those memories deep down my heart , ain't going off so easily .

I will able to ......
I'll not continue to be like a fool .
♥ 8girls including me
Did you really have feeling for him ? I wondered .

It seems like

2009-11-13T23:51:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps!

CAIXUAN is here!

I miss them a lot~

Went to SANA course today,

should not talk about it.

Hahas.

Since the holiday start, I only managed to saw them once.
Let's meet up soon.

Leona~
HAHAHAHAHA.
Reminds me of someone~

Otoke? Bogoshipoyo

tabuainile,buyaozaiyouyubujue,fangshouba

i am back

2009-11-12T18:24:00.005+08:00

Hey!!! Finally able to blog!!!
Haha!

Ya, went to school these couple of days- supp and badminton training.

Chat wit cai xuan on the day before. We like chat for 1 hour++.

Like chatting with them.

Went training today-12 nov afterwards went for supp at 9am.

Ate lunch at school. Went to mama shop play some things. Haha.

Ohh ya by the way bought a new pair of shoes. Yes. It is SOOOOO nice!

Thks Ah ma for the present. :)

Looking forward tomorrow. Hehe.

Having match on tuesday. so anxious. :)

This is what you called love .

2009-11-10T16:01:00.005+08:00

♥ /Showed me how important am i to you . *winkwink*

Nothing happened bahhs , normal schedule .
Either badminton or Maths supp . OR BOTH .
Today really very suay . i hate it .
*Smile*
Peeps , is this size okays ?
Iloveit , FRIDAY !!!!
AND thursday , something on . :P
I want to have busy schedule , so i won't think about it again .

Is like so long already .
Did i really given up and let go ? I'm so unsure of myself . Sorry .
Should i or not ? Should i tell ? (mixed feelings)
:'( See how it goes bahhs .

Don't love me cause you have to

2009-11-08T12:57:00.004+08:00

To D : I'm sorry for everything . You tell me alot of hurtful things . For the first time actually .
I feeling of sleeping at my grandmother house . Hais . I'm sorry . Looking at the backview
of yours , i felt sorry to have said those things , Sorry .

Yesterday
Went to mum's shop . And at night , something happen .
Hais .
Cried when i was at 9plus there eating supper with my parents .
Not going to mention it bahhs .
Just very very sad and angry at that moment .

Today
i'm not going where bahhs . Doing my maths homework .
Alot , some i don't know how to do .
someone , you should know what i'm thinking hors .
:X

I still hurt whenever i saw your photo on any blog . Hais .
How did you won my heart in the start . Nothing gonna turn us back .
STEPHANIE , move on please !!! Maybe he doesn't care anymore .
how much you cried , it should be the end .

byes !!!

I will be alright

2009-11-07T15:00:00.002+08:00

Bie zai ku le , tai bu zhi de .
Cried cause i gonna give up soon .
Friday
Maths supp at 10 . Nearly going to late for it .
Leona waited for me at the usual place . Thanks yeah ,♥
After decided to come to school earlier on Monday at 8am , instead of staying back till very very late to finish up the homework , went for our lunch at KFC .

I miss zinger meal ....

Sobz , need to wake up at 7plus just go hand in the assignment .
Going to have our breakfast on monday after handed our assignment to Ms Wong .
Iwanttosleepmore !!!
Went to my granmother's house for dinner .
So damn guilty for not going to her house on Thurday and she did cook for me . :/
Started to watch one korean drama or something like that .
Damn nice . Watched till the 5th chapter (?) of it .
One of the guy damn cute !!!!!!!!!

Saturday
Bloghopped and some of the blog song very nice .
Actions speak louder than words ~! Random , actually it's the lyrics from one of the blog .
Nice , but i'm not sure of the song title . :'(
Stayed at home today , might be going to my mum's shop later .
I want to buy hairband . Mum promised to buy for me .
Off to watch the korean drama . (M)
Schedule for next week .
Monday : maths supp 10 to 12
Tuesday : Badminton from 8 to 12 , maths supp 10 to 12 .
Wednesday : maths supp 11 to 1 , morris allen start from 6.15
Thusday : Badminton from 8 to 11 , maths supp from 9 to 11
Might be going out with someones (inserts name) hey , not you !!! :P
Friday : The result will be out for the courses which i will be taking for next year .
maths supp from 10 to 12
Byebye .

To j : Stop the F up . I won't be one of your target or anything . You're such a pervert .
Any girls also want . Geylang got alot . LOL . But even you go there , maybe nobody even
want you . You're like a gay and a bastard . I won't tell anyone who's it . I don't care if this guy whom i'm
saying would know i'm saying him . I just get enough of this person !

I'm not sad anymore

2009-11-05T22:27:00.008+08:00

HELLOS! I'm back again! Hahas.
I seems to post more during holidays :)

S is crazy , say me BHB when I replied her -.-
L is MIA. Haha!

Went to ION with my sister today , she's so nice, always think of me first T^T
Some overdue pictures and today ones :)

The times i used to went there with you

2009-11-05T16:13:00.004+08:00

♥/ All i ever want .
What's hurts the most,was the thoughts i used to be very close with you .
Why do i still feel hurts when my friends says your name . Do you still remember , i doubt .

Amaths at 11 , i don't need to wak up so early yeah . (:
Meet up with Leona at hke for breakfast . She didn't eat anything , looking at me eating the pancake .
*Shyshyy* xD
Talked talked and forget the time , nearly late for it .
SHIT ! I don't know how to do some of the maths question .:'(
Ms Wong said that next year only 20 something ppl out of 3oplus ppl can take Amaths .

Quite jing zhang actually . IwantAmaths !!!
Thidar moved away from me ! LOL , i don't know why Ms Wong want yee herng to sit beside me

After the Amaths , went for badminton .
Like one hour only , or just 15minutes as the Amaths end at 1plus .
Quite sad or something due to some reason at that very moments . Leona tried to cheer me up .
Now okay le !!!

Went 5plus there to eat our lunch .

I'm so full after that , till 'secret' . HAHA .
Leona hao jie shao , chicken and fish soup plus rice .

But , still a BIG BIG THANKS for your idea . :X
CaiXuan is at ion with her sist , if you're going there , you might see her . xD

Homed , don't know if i should go to my grandma house for dinner ?
eromynayrcottnawt'nodI , losing the game to you .
6 out of 8 today .

Yesterday , Amaths again and Morris Allen .
Second last lessons . Seriously gonna miss it . *tears*
Quite irritated at night by some ppl .
Can you all don't keep wanting to go and then don't want go , are you treating the outing seriously . Everybody is trying hard to ask their parents as some of their parents quite stict and you don't want to go because of a sudden mood swing.Wtf,and this might be the last outing , can't we have the full enrolment.Not feeling good then don't go ! Go eat shit lahhs hor . I should be the one who's gonna to give attitude , not you all . What the hell you're trying to show,gangsters ?!

Okay , going to chiong Amaths at night . Or watch a drama series !!! (:
HAHAH .
Ciao , goodbye peeps :D
Iguessyou'rehappyandfinewithoutme . Empty .
Allthosemessagesseemtobesofake . feelingskeepoverwheminginme .
Whenwillyoubeoutofmymind . it's2weekssinceyouleftmethoroughly .

HELLOS

2009-11-04T13:35:00.002+08:00

Hi Hi !!

Hahahas. You know who am I ?
*guess*

hahas.

Finally back to post :)

Arhhs, was in school just now, for examination.
So sad, I miss someone alot yet we chatted for just like 5 minutes?

Peeps, don't BHB and think it's you.
HAHA!

I saw some of them, but they didn't saw me? they are rushing for class.
hahas

saw my sister while on the way home, she's such an ass!
saw me and run -.-

I don't know what did my mum taught her -.-

hey, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, I miss you all damn lots!
and THIDAR, you replied me like I force you like that, I want a hyper reply. HAHA.

S must be really bored to be the only one posting. :)

I cried during the compo writing, was thinking about my mum. I miss her. Hahas.
She's still alive lahhs hors.
hahas.

and I shall end this post here, BYE!

Live your live happily

2009-11-03T19:40:00.009+08:00

Shi qu cai dong de zhen xi .
It's too late seriously , when you realised it .
Forget , is just a simple word to say , but it's hard to really forget something when you realised you had given some feelings to it before .
It drops again ....... Hais .

Somehow quite miss somebody yahh , among the 8 of us .
All thanks to Leona , she made me wake up early cause we supposed to meet for breakfast before maths supp .
Slept awhile more before preparing .
And ..
Leona made me thanks her a billion times too , due to another reason . :'P
A maths like so much stress . :X
GUYS , remember to wear uniform to school in the morning , even you have cca after your supp
Cause those who wearing pe tshirt to school , are not allowed to enter the school and they will ask you all go back and changed to uniform . (:
Thinking all the things i done during this year than last year and which is like better . HAHA .
GREAT~! ILOVE2N2 ttm .
Guess 19th will be the final time to meet up , i want EVERYONE to come and enjoyed themselves . :')
But , i knew not everyone is coming .
I now in love with 'ai guo' .
Tomorrow Amaths in the morning and morris allen at night .
And one more free make-up lesson for the day i didn't manage to go .
After that , no more tuition till Dec i think .
Seriously , i wish i could cheat Millie . :X Butt , still can't .
Don't be too clever as her .
Chatting with CaiXuan and bf (inserts name) .
♥ Nobody but you .
Don't cry because it's bad for health . :X
\M/ (inserts name)
Hke , gave me a bad thought actually . :B Oops , but i wanna see my godmum .
1 . See bf soon yeah
2 . Buy more clothing
3 . Partypeeps outing (:
4 . Outing with 7girls (:
5 . M , auntie .
Top 5 desire to do !!!!! :B
End my post now uh , hoping the two other girls will update soon . L and C !!!
Going to do pedicure now , don't disturb . Fake ! I want $$$$$$$ .
Oh ya ! Mum found it .
And she talked to me yesterday . Really thanks her for understanding . Cried.
I'm living my life happier now .
But , it's without you , but it's the fact and which i can't change .
I'm felt that i'm stupid . How did you won my heart again and again , i wondered .
Actually i'm going to be happy as even i'm sad , you won't know it .
I just want my friends the most , like how you need your brothers .
8girls , bf and parents and others ? I not sure . But they'll be my priority .
Maybe not forever , just till the very end . ♥
Might not going out often , but just till the very end .

♥ , #53

2009-11-02T14:32:00.002+08:00

Nothing last forever .♥
Used to it . Will the past rewind again ?
Just came back from Jp and school .
Early in the morning , woke up at 6plus . Say i'm hardworking okay . xD
LOL ! Okay , i'm the second earliest among the four . HAHA .
But , Katrine didn't come to meet us .
Went for maths supp for like 2hours only ?! I don't know why they can't arrange it on a later timing . (:
I could sleep more !
Went Jp with Leona and Thidar as Cass went off after the maths supp .
Had our lunch at kfc . Nice chat , first time talked together bahhs . Funny . : X
Thidar , the Minitoon de keychain looks like you uh ! :/ Oops , don't angry yeah .
It's raining cats and dogs now , AGAIN !
Tomorrow , maths supp . Till next week bahhs , according to Ms wong .
My beautiful sleep !!!!! Badminton tomorrow and Thursday .
Thursday , badminton at 11 , after maths supp which ends at 10 .
OMG , rest for 1hour .
It's gonna hurt if i don't loosen my hands. Those memories that flash through , like how it showed in the movie , left deeply in my heart . Cried for you , the keychain , monkey , holding me by the hands and those love messages . \M/
Ohh , yeah .
And CaiXuan's comp broke down . HAHA .
So sad actually . She'll be posting immediately once her comp is okay . (:

Fairytale

2009-11-01T19:40:00.004+08:00

Waiting Like a Fool .

Saturday
Went out with mum to town .
The shopping centre damn big . Walked till my legs so suan .
Bought 1tanktop and 1dress .
Sunday
Went out with parents to bugis .
Bought 3bangles , 1slipper , short and belt . Yeah-ness ya ! :X
Long time once lahhs hor .
Jp > Bugis > Iluma > homed , whole day .
Homed .

There's maths supp tomorrow at 8 .
Need to wake up at 6plus uh ! Tired , my beauty sleep yeah .
Back pain today , when i wake up in the morning .
Whole week gonna wake up at 6plus everyday . Monday till Friday , Supp at 8 .
Had planned my holiday . December would be those times i will be very free .
This month , either training or supp or going out . Not that bored bahhs .
There's no true love i doubt. those feeling ain't seem to be fading . ♥ Had always living in my own fairytale .
Jiayous , Ciao !
IMiss2n2 TTM .
All those laughters , Jokes , Shouts , talks , bullying :/ , quarrelling and many many more ,
made me miss the class .
I hate some of them b4 , but it's still my classmates . (L)
♥2n2'09
So excited for the bbq party !
As it might be the last outing , going enjoyed myself to the max .
Hoping everybody will be there on that day .
And had the last class photo , for memories of 2n2 .
Gonna meet up with party peeps , it had been the 5months since the time we went out together .
Effing miss (inserts name) . Gradually loosen my hands .
Last time ....... Tears for you . My heart's still in pain .
Going out again to Jp !

A smile will do .

2009-10-30T16:41:00.003+08:00

You made me loved you deeply .
It doesn't seem to have any link anymore .
Xi guan le .

Last day of the school ! Gonna miss school

Leona and CaiXuan gave me a few of photos images including the three of us .

Was damn shocked when they handed me that .

I was like , 'why they do this for me' but , still a thanks as i knew it's not cheap .

Lied to me two times huh , you two ? xD

HAHA .

CaiXuan went off earlier , about 11plus for something .

Will not be seeing her quite some times bahhs .

Played cards during He and Dnt lesson .

Went jp after school with Leona , Cassandra and Katrine .

Walked around and wasted quite some time on planning where to eat .

After lunch , walked around and homed .

Listening to the very old song , my mum's century that time .

I realised it was filled with lots of sad emotion . Cried silently , you made me love you deeply .

Nice actually .

Can't stop those tearing .

Ms Han xD

2009-10-29T18:59:00.005+08:00

Tell me this is real .
Am i a memory in your dream ? I hope it's not .
I'm a person whom had very less of confidence , i guess nothing can change .
I guess i didn't heard wrongly , i just hope you will tell me straight as i don't want to ask and i don't want you to be sad .

I guess the 8 of us are going to diff class next year .
It's sad but hoping that all of us will meet up during recess time .
♥ All the 8 of them .
I hope the formulae of physic Science ain't that tough . =s
Supposed to be choosing the course which consists of Bio Sci but ,
i scared it has alot of things to memorise so decided to take the course consists of DNT as my second choice .
Hope i won't regret for the choices i made .
But i knew even if i regret , it's useless .
HAHA .
Lessons today so boring !
Was quite angry with some of the classmates .
You had no rights to angry if the organiser is trying their best to organise it .
Just stop playing for a moment bahhs .
Had lots of survey to be done .
And had spring cleaning today .
Went to badminton training immediately .
Delvina had not even ate her lunch . So sad huh ?! =x
Chatted with Leona after Badminton training at BBt shop .
Leona , i still scared .
Hoping what i said , would not be true and be happening next year .
Thinking back all the past as i told her , I didnt regret for being with (inserts name) .
You'll have a better future ahead and i knew you did sound more sad than what i'm having .
But you had a better thoughts and had lesser negative things than me .
(: I'm jealous of you sometimes . : P
Lots of upper sec , sec 4/5 came to the BBT shop .
Quite noisy actually . =x
I'm listening to all the old songs i used to listen .
It's like a flashback memories .
With those primary schoolmates .
Like , Teardrops on the guitar .
I miss all my pri sch friends seriously .
But i don't wish to go back as there's unhappy memories yeah .
HAHA .
Why do guys seemed to recover faster than how girls felt .
Are they pretending or what ?! I'm not sure .
After listening to what my friend told me about her thoughts .
I wish you would know how much you mean to me .
Can we be like last time ? Am i more than your friend ?

Stay with me . You made me stay .

♥ , Maybe

2009-10-28T16:39:00.003+08:00

Took taxi today to school as i woke up late .
C= HAHA .
CaiXuan and Cassandra came today , but Katrine didn't come .
Lessons were boring .
After recess , went for peranakan trip . I guess it's the ending .
Boring but somehow quite funny . I'm still the same , as xq as last time. I know . Sorry , I think we ain't the same .
After school , went to 5plus there to eat lunch with Cass , Caixuan and Leona . It's my fault again .
Chit chat awhile before going home . I not purposely want to cry , but i just don't know why my tears just flowed .
Bad results ~! Lesser things to talk with already . (what i felt)
Going to prepare for tuition . Maybe .....Thanks for the conver. i know it's hard to find a topic with me .
♥Stephanie.H I know you trying to talk to me . Maybe i'm bhb bahhs .

#47 ♥

2009-10-27T17:28:00.003+08:00

I'm back again !

I will never forget you , When will you still be there for me again .

I really hoped that what happened it's not true , you'll be fine bahhs .
The only thing i'm always worry about .
Okay , Sunday worked for my mother again .
Tired , nothing to say on that day .
Monday , went to school as per normal .
And it's the first day of the week again !
Will be missing school more during the holidays . = /
Going to watch a drama soon .
And rent disc to watch during the holidays .
Tuesday , today .
meet up with BS and went to school .
She funny and act cute lahhs .
Early in the morning , the class had not opened and settled down outside the class ALONE .
Quite a number of people didn't come to school .
Including CX .
After school went to kfc with Leona .
Quite funny lahhs , the whole day .
LOL !
Wanted to meet (inserts name) after eating , but ended up , his mum asked him go home .
HAHA , so went home after that .
Now chatting online with 2ppl (inserts names) and texting 2ppl (inserts name) too . =x
Going to prepare le uh as i'm going back to school with my parents for the 'meet the parents session' . =.=
LOL !
So Byebye ! (:

Those scenes flashed back as i closed my eyes .

(M)

Happiness can't buy happiness .

make me smile again

2009-10-24T19:31:00.003+08:00

#29 , i gonna stay till the end .
As i looked at the sky , there are stars over the night sky .
Just like how much i need you .

Really very tired already .
How they could be like the same like the last time .
After what i heard what you said , i was totally shocked .
I know you two won't be looking at this blog .
I always the one who gonna suffer .
Okay , i gonna stop the unhappy thing till here .

Just went home from jp .
Worked at my mum shop from 11 till 6 .
1night is end .
I seriously miss you alot . ♥
I'm alone at home , (random) =x
Eating while posting .
Yesterday , i got back the papers .
All are so lousy .
And didn't get what my mum expected . Does the ranking so important ? i wondered .
And i guess next year , i need to work hard .
Hais , every year i like didn't work hard enough at all . =S
And , Leona is going to express soon . (M)
Hais , Wei ni gan dao kai xin . But thinking of you going to express , will miss you de .=x
Last year together .
Wednesday , thinking that it was the day whereby results are out .
But it was then we realised it was on Friday .
LOL .
And it was the 2nd last day of Morris Allen .
Gonna miss those times there .
Didn't went there last week , as i forgotten and went for sleep .
And realised there's Morris after i woke up at 6.30
Was already 15mins late so didn't went there .
=x
Gonna go this week .
I'm either going to work tommorrow or rotting at home .
Study for the A maths test bahhs . =x Hope can go in . =(

Tears are words that the heart can't express and don't want to cry anymore . =x
I'm going off , bye bye (:
I will be back soon , stay tune . :D

hellos

2009-10-22T00:22:00.003+08:00

HELLOS! I'M BACK!

CAI XUAN IS HERE ~

After all the bugging from Thidar, I'm back to post.
Hahas.

Thidar is so so so clumsy yet so cute, there's no one to replace her.
Thidar is so so so irritating yet so funny, there's no one to replace her.
Thidar is so so so tall yet so short, there's no one to replace her.
Thidar have such a big big big asshole and there's nothing bigger than that. HAHAHAHAHA!

Hey, promises are not meant to be broken, so yeah, ASK ME OUT!
and I will reject, MUHAHAHAHHA!

She's currently in the mental hospital, hope she recovers well.
hahahahahs.

P.S. Thidar will be my favourite Ayam with the biggest asshole, HAHA!
I miss Burong!

Stephanie.H here :D

2009-10-19T18:35:00.006+08:00

# Sweet dreams or a beautiful nightmares
Pinch me up from my beautiful nightmare C=
It's you who made me believe in love.

Out with the 5girls today !:D
One word , it's fun .
Thidar , cheer up yeah ? (: There will be other time to go out together again .
Day by days , the school holiday is getting nearer and nearer .
Seriously , I'm going to miss school .
Thinking that I'm crazy right ? =x

Okay , as for today .
We planned to meet at 12 at Jp interchange .
Thinking that i might be the one waiting , quite unhappy .
Sorry yeah , Leona .
But , only me and CaiXuan turned up on time . =x
Leona and Delvina came after that .
Ate at Tori Q with Leona and Caixuan .
Walked around and went to book ticket to the cinema for Haeundae , the deadly tsunami .
It's a sad but nice movie .
It's also about romance things .
Starting of the movie , quite funny .
But came to the last part , the movie became so touching and sad one .
People got feelings de okay (:
Rating : 8/10
After we booked the ticket , Katrine and Cassandra came shortly . (:
Then went to walk around Jp 1 and 2 .
Saw quite a number of Huayian .
Went home at 6plus .
I hope we'll be forever 8girls .
Nothing to say le bahhs .
Tomorrow going to rot at home , same as yesterday =.=
LOL !
Wednesday ! School ! :D

A beautiful person , might not have a beautiful heart . Don't judge a person by it's cover .
Can you all stop quarrelling ?! I getting tired of it .
Take me out of this life .

CaiXuan and Leona , are you two curious what I'm going to give you ? C=
It's i handmade myself .
will be giving you two at the end of the school term .
Still have about 1month .
Hope you will like it bahhs .
Leona , i didn't intend to want you to buy for me something luhhs .
Say until i so bad .

Who will still be there to care ?
When a person left the world , those love ones want to care them .
But it's too late .

Treasure what you had now , before regretting after you lose it .

Wrote some words on the carboard , got a picture on my hands .

shopping!!!

2009-10-17T16:00:00.004+08:00

Hey!

Went dental appointment in the morning yesterday.

After that, went to orchard road SHOPPING with my mother and sister!!! :D

Bought quite a lot of things. i bought a thing like a kind of hat. Don't really know what it is.

haha.

Shop until sunset than went to meet my father at Sunset City. Ate at the kopitiam named Food Republic, sadly, the food there wasn't nice. :(

Went to the fifth floor to have a malaysia fair. Making plannings going to malaysia on Novermber. :)

Went to different stations. Saw a station where people teach you how to draw. They drew was damn nice lor. This is one of it.

That's all. Byes!

A smile a day , keep a doctor away XD

2009-10-17T13:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday , 161009
Meet up with two mei , Christine and Xiao Hui at jp for lunch .
Funny as they keep saying something to make me laugh .
Will be going out with them as they promised to ask me out again .
\M/
Meet up with millepede after that .
Kept crapping all the way .
She kept making me frustrated by saying somebody ! :@
But having a great time with her .
Meet up soon !
Went west mall > trained to gombak > jp > homed
Bought same handphone strip . metallic pink !
Bought nail polish other nail accessories .

Today , 171009
Going to meet up with Caixuan later at Jp .
It will be a great day again ! :D
4pm 4pm 4pm 4pm 4pm 4pm 4pm 4pm 4pm 4pm !
Slack awhile at mac or walk walk around at Jp before going to Leona's celebration .
So excited (:
Now texting pervert and pig XD
damn funny lor the pervert (:
Hmm , I'm going to prepare myself now .
See you guys then .
I guess i will be rotting at home tomorrow !
So i'm very free to reply anyone messages uh .

Missing the 7girls :L

CaiXuan , Cassandra , Delvina , Katrine , Leona , Rebecca and Thidar . And Others too !

According to Alphabet uh .

(L)

Pretence ,

2009-10-15T15:50:00.005+08:00

Flashback all those sweet moments , i thought .
Looks like a fool , still believing what you said .

What will you do if you encountered the same problems as me .
Hmm , I'm out of mind sometimes .
It's 4pm , wanted to sleep , but no mood to sleep .
Hoping everything will be fine .
And god bless my papers won't flunk till very jialat .

In the morning , woke up early and prepared to meet BS .
Woke up late as she didn't tell me earlier and it was a last minute plan .
cabbed to school with her .
She's so 'good' for some reasons lor ! :@
HAHAHAHAHAHAH .

First time went to school so early *wondering* .
Reached school at 6.10 i think .
So less people !
Sat at green table ALONE as i scared to go to the classroom alone .
After that , Delvina came and accompany me .
Went to the class with her and Thidar .
Memorise those formula till i going to mad lahhs ! Medicine please =x
After i memorise cylinder and some other , then i was informed that it won't be tested !
LOL !
Used up almost all the time to do my paper 2 .
But there was alot of careless mistakes . Flunk almost all the papers !
Caixuan , cheer up uh ! Don't think too much about it .

It's The End Of All Papers *Grinning*

People ! Ask me out uh =x

Went market with Cx and L (:
Laughing as usual . LOL ! funny uh them .
Leona , guess what's that bahhs . Have a great time to guess bahhs (:

Went Queensway with Caixuan .
Never fail , keep laughing .
Collect class tee ! it's almost 1month already since i went there .
Damn paiseh .
That guy is such an ass hor , Caixuan .
Hate his friend too !

After that , went home . HSH !
Saw ...... while taking bus home .
Shocked . LOL !
Later going to Granmother house to have my dinner .
Cousins are going to come and eat dinner together at grandma's house ! *Smiling .
Might be posting later again . HEHE (:
See if i'm free yeah ! :D

Do i still stay in your heart ?
Going to watch one drama ?!
Need to get going already .
Bye yeah . Takecare ! (:

Exam over

2009-10-15T15:10:00.002+08:00

Hi!Hi!
Exam is finally over!
Finally having the time to blog.
Haha.
Today was we was having mathematics paper.
Quite satisfied with my paper.
Nevermind it is ok de. no need to be sad.
So jiiayous!! :D Cai xuan!!!!

After the maths paper, went the market with STEPHANIE and MAYBEL!
Maybel was so funny kept make me laugh. Stephanie, still don want tell me wat that mean?
meet my mother at the market after eating. Went to buy some daily products and went home.

Was excited about the coming birthday celebration with my family.
It is my cousin's birthday.
So will continue to blog soon,
Bye!

sweet memories

2009-10-14T13:23:00.003+08:00

# 29 ,
Mei le ni ,
I thanks to those who cares for me .
Everytime i saw you , those hurting feeling flow through my heart .

Today , had a great time with cliques at imm !(:
after that some leave and left me , Cx and Leona .
Was crapping and laughing .
I can still be as happy with them at times after all .
I dint imagine how am going to live without you , but survive .

After lunched , walked around and went home .
Caixuan waited for the bus at imm back gate
while me and Leona walked to somewhere around Interchange there take bus .
Had a nice chat with Leona .
She was damn funny when she was being irritated .
Looking out of the window while travelling home ,
Everthing let me had a hard time thinking about it .
Why there's love !

After that , homed and changed to home clothes .
And time to blog !
I'm going to be fine .
It's 5days over le .
I'm still stuck .

I'm going off le uh .
Wish me goodluck for tomorrow maths exams uh ! :D
Last paper !

Planning for the holiday :
- Potential family outing
- class outing (Whole class , maybe some not) With Mrs pan !
- outing with 2n2 girls group
- Others haven't decide .
- Maybe working

Exams haven't over , I'm like planning for outing already .
If there's no outing , i will be sleeping and rotting at home . ):
Had a great chat with you guys uh ! :D
they should know who am i referring .
Spell opposite of E-V-O-L .
Nobody's going to replace you .
Maybe i'm going to tution later .
Anything , text me yeah people !

I tried my best on moving on , but

have yet to find a person like you . #29

Tomorrow i will say goodbye to EOY !

I don't know why

2009-10-11T14:00:00.004+08:00

yesterday working at my mum shop .
tiring , moodless to work actually .
Work till 4 and went home .

It's the end .
Thanks for those concern .
i will be alright .
hoping he'll be happy forever .
I need to wake up from my dream .
I dint had thought it will end up like this , thinking we won't be leaving each other like last time .
But , i should respect your decision .
I got nothing to say . even whatever i say , it won't change your mind bahhs .
All my tears shed for you , it's the end .
You once told me lots of thing ( not to be mentioned ) and it's all just the end .
Whenever i felt hopeless and helpless , it's her who helps me out from it and soothe me .
It's the love test , i'm going to be strong . You just leave me without any hurt and i'm here mending all the broken heart .
I can't compare to your ex . those reason you said , shows how weak is the love .
it's a goodbye again . I still hoping you to come back , i'm like a fool .
No longer two hearts . All those things you said , now you leave , you dint took it away and leave me in pain .
I cried badly yesterday at the staircase and so helpless , you dint say anything and left .
you dont care about me anymore .

Gonna be stronger person

2009-10-08T14:34:00.002+08:00

#29 , th love is getting stronger.

It's been like 1week plus i dint post .
Missing the three owner of th blog ?!
XD
I seem to be crazy yeah ?
hmm , nothing much huh ?

Exams Exam Exam !

Today !
I flunk my history paper .
Don't know how to do . )':
80marks !
But , it's over le .
Work hard on my other subjects !
The most unconfidence is history !
I hate it !

Yes , i miisss somebody alot . ALCS
Nothing much to do .
I hope everything will be fine .
Stay in my heart forever . ♥
Hug me closely to your heart .
ILoveYou

MONDAY FASTER COME !
I hate weekends and other reasons . ♥
Parents at home , nag at me .

Byebye ! (:
Goodluck for your exams uh , everyone .
Don't play play uh , (:

A's

Chapter 29th , Iloveyou boy .

Ineedyoualot .

let me stay in your heart FOREVER.

♥ , deceiving

2009-09-30T16:51:00.008+08:00

#29 , i disappoint you.

There'll be English paper 1 tomorrow. Still haven't prepare yet. I still wish to have a chance to say I'm sorry.
Later going for my tuition at 6plus at Jurong Point. I want to know everything about you but i knew I'm the one who doesn't know anything.
Hope there won't be listening comprehension at tuition later. I have the insecure feeling.
Today is the first day to meet my bestest sist to school, after i 1week went to school with pig.
yesterday was the 1st month.Deceiving. I know you're still angry. I know I'm wrong already.
Went to school everyday as usual.
Monday , slacked around at school there before going for tuition with cliques. I don't need any people to sympathy me.
Tuesday ,reached home at 2plus after we ate our lunch at school . When we'll be back like last time again.
Today , reached home at 3plus after the bio supp at 2 .
So I'm here to blog You're still the one i love the most.
and , I hope you will believe me one day , anything just shout at me. wo kuai yao zhi cheng bu zhu le . i'm sorry.
say goodbye . =x wo zhen xi wang wo ke yi shen me dong xi dou bu dong , zhe yang wo bu hui gan dao zhen me tong. 呼吸的痛

♥ , i chose not to care

2009-09-26T18:32:00.003+08:00

#26 I chose not to listen to what you said .
3more days (:
ILoveyou , boy !:D

Please send your numbers to me

As all my contacts are lost due to phone prob .

Quite sad that my phone got prob =X

My small cousin is beside me now .
And you can see that I'm back home now ,
as my grandmother wants to sleep over at my house at night .
Tomorrow , Gonna go out to Imm in the morning to eat Western breakfast (?) with cousins and my uncle .
Gonna sleep early to have sufficient sleep .
If not , i will keep yawning tomorrow .

wednesday
Parents went oversea early in the morning .
Forget what i did in the afternoon after school XD

Thursday
Went school with pig .
Training canceled due to EOY .
Went to Thidar 's house to do Home econ project .
Went home at 5plus .

Friday
Went school with pig again .

The sweet love XD

Stayed back in school .

With Thidar and Delvina .

Watched them played ball awhile

then after that pig went back to school to play bb .

Totally like ignore me lor , he very good .

After that played ball with Fiona they all .

chatted with them awhile at canteen .

Went homed with CaiXuan and Leona .

Saturday

Woke up at 8plus .

Prepared all , 10.30 went out to meet CaiXuan .
At Jurong east .

walked to Imm back gate there , a building for collection of my phone .

Thanks for accompanying me to take my phone (:

Chatted with her , she damn funny .

Then ate lunch with her at IMM de kopitiam .

walked and shopped around and decided to go home .

Took 52 for the first time to Jurong East interchanged .

trained to Jp to help mum to run an errand .

Walked to ah ma house .

Then went for afternoon nap (?)

Went my house to sleep tonight !(:

I got my phone and my bolster !!!!!

I will not cry again like how i did last time . and i don't want to get hurt again .

Stop spoiling the relationship between us .

2009-09-26T10:15:00.004+08:00

COME BACK

2009-09-21T22:32:00.004+08:00

COME BACK!!! PJB!!!

I don't want the time to be stopped at 1.59pm!!

MAYBEL HERE!

1st time (?)

2009-09-21T20:41:00.007+08:00

#31 , Don't regret after you lose it
Listening to the songs , it made me wanna cry .
Will not rewind the past again .

Your smile made my day .

nowadays I'm in love with the song 'I don't care'

Got to know this songs from Leona . (:

My phone is in dying state !

now using spare phone .

I think all my contact , photos and songs will all be lost .

=(

Freaking sad de lor .
The phone is like so damn ugly !

So remember to text me who you are when you want to message me .

Yesterday this few makes me so mad ,

And i slept at 2 .

Tomorrow going to toh guan to ask for repair with my dad .

Hope it will take less than 1week .

p.s. I like post a lot hor , don't be sick of my post .

Life will be getting more and more boring as I'm going to sleep over at my grandmother's house .

Because my parents going overseas .

and study hard .

This few days didn't study much ,

don't have the mood .

Feeling very restless .

Today , met Maybel and Leona !(:
For project at JP library .
They were such an ass (?)
Kept making me laugh .

Seriously don't get the point .
Why so you need everytime msn me just to say hi .
Don't you think you have nothing better to do ?
You can just don't say hi to me seriously .

Now texting irritating partner , pig , Laogong (:
damn crap !
okayys . see ya people !^^
Sleep early uhs (:

It made me feel like last time .
I don't want to think about it .
Just hoping ii will forget it .
Hoping this will be the last time .
You made me doubt .
This time round , i won't fall in the 'trap' again .
It's gonna be the last time .

Lots of love , Stephanie.H (:

Loves BFLM .

plenty of thoughts ,no one can decode it

2009-09-17T21:43:00.005+08:00

Remembering the times we used to be very close.

Today is Caixuan's birthday !
Hope she will be enjoying the celebration with her family .
(:
Everything i want say to you is on the card board or the message .

Leona and i made her a cardboard thing , some of our thoughts to her and her photo .
Actually intend to sing a birthday song for her but we're too shy
HAHA !

Lots of unhappy things happen today .
Some of them make me angry or sad .
But never mind , it's all happen and can't rewind the times again .
You seems to be good to me but , i won't be too close with you anymore (?)
what you do , i think you're very sure of it .

Nothing much today , badminton after school .
Surprise me somehow for some particular thing .
We're close again (?)

Tired ! it's end here !
bye bye !
goodnights and sweet dreams people !(:

(edited)
Going to sleep at my grandma house from 23 to 29 Sept .
Going to meet someone 4day out of 5days.
Okayy , going to post lesser ...

Hey yo!

2009-09-16T20:56:00.010+08:00

Cai Xuan here ~

Class Tee is ready!

My first birthday gift is from my dear sister, Lydia :)

Hoping you can understand me.

2009-09-15T19:42:00.002+08:00

there's some sort of weird feeling that you given me.
selfish?All those thing i sent to you,might let you understand how i feel?
idon'twantlistentothesamereasonsagain.
somehowIwishtherewillbesomeoneunderstandhowifeel.

Hey yo ! humans ! =x
Stephanie.h is here to blog again .
everytimes see me blog de hor, the other two are too busy bah .

This two days quite shag because of some reasons .
Not in the good mood ?
Thanks for those concern , as in asking me why i looked sad .

This two days nothing much bah.
sometimes sleep in class and tuition , badminton training.
Same stuffs i'm doing every night.
Don't feel like studying.
i don't want to think about those stuffs and .....

okayy bah. I go eat my dinner le ya , takecare !
Do well in all your EOY examination .

Btw , today is Shuting , aka mummy de birthday .
Happy birthday !(:
enjoy your day .
Maybe she wont see it but nvm .

I went to my lala land

2009-09-12T19:14:00.002+08:00

Hellos!

Cai Xuan here~

Long time didn't post, but they did!!
surprisingly~

HAHA. How are you guys doing for this one week?
ewww, maybe I should buy one webcam for you? ^^

erm, it's been a long time since I last post, so yeah, I don't know what to write.
LOL!

I hate to talk about my 'boring' daily life, you know? I know you know. MUHAHAHA!

sleep, eat, play com.

people should really stop wors, what for losing a GREAT person for just one comment?
to the HELL will I know, hahas.

Leona:'I wanna kill all the men in this world'
HAHAHA!

Stephanie... *speechless*
Stephanie, Leona, Thidar, Delvina, Katrine, Rebecca, Cassandra and living humans,
I miss you all damn lots lahhs.

and a BIG goodbye to those who read this post! I don't know when I will be up again~

BYE BYE! *waves*

The first sight

2009-09-12T14:16:00.004+08:00

Stephanie here (:

everlasting love (?)

everything changed ; just as i do.
STFU !
Don't bother to talk to me .
FEEL SO EXTRA .

Yesterday (110909)

Jurong point for breakfast at E.A.T

Trained to bugis , shopped for clothings wit MUM !

Best to shop with mum =P

someone-will-know-why

HAHAH !

After that trained to don't-know-what-station

LOL !

walked to city plaza for clothings again .

But in the end , only 2clothings i bought for the day .

Pathetic me .

Shopped and walked and eat for around 9hours .

i 'zhen pei fu' my mum ,

she can stayed at the same shop for like 3hours.

After that dad came to fetch us to somewhere to eat .

Wont say where's the place for some reasons .

HAHAH !

Reached home at around 10plus .

Reached home jitao lie on my bed .

Muscle ache for like 3days le .

Then sit up to check my message then someone called .

The someone should know who i'm referring to !

Converence with two person yesterday .

So jealous of them as they got web cam .

i want a web cam !

Sorry to hang the phone because of the reason .

Slept at 12 plus , as i'm watching 'huan huan ai' with my mum .

Before that , eat supper .

Si liao =x at night sometime will hungry de lehs.

Later got lots of fats . =x

Did i do wrong ?

What you say ain't the same as before anymore.

Don't judge me by the cover.

i hate it when people judge me by the cover.

stop spreading bad rumours about people.

I hate bad tallie de lao bully !=x

i want to go shopping with all my cousins and auntie ,

in short is whole family !

I miss those times when i'm primary school , every weekends will go out wit them .

tell me that you love me from the heart

and nothing can tear us apart .

we seems to be so far apart

and i'm not talking about a guy .

Just hope that we are still the same as before .

When we are at the OC .

tomorrow is cheryl de birthday (:

Wish her a happy birthday.

Hope you enjoy the day with your friends or family uh .

And finally one year older le , same age as me :D

HAHAHA !

partypeeps meet up during the holiday ! (♥)

14days (L)

17more days to one month (♥) .

I have had enough

2009-09-11T22:03:00.004+08:00

SHUT UP!
Stop telling me things like that.
I don't want to know.
Do you know i am trying my best?
So just shut the **** UPPPPPP!
I am still who i am.
BIT*HES AND BASTA*DS out there,
Stop telling me all these things that i do not want to hear!!!!
Don't make me say things that i don't want to say.
Don't even ask!

LEONA HERE; ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

Day by day

2009-09-09T12:40:00.002+08:00

Am i th most important person in your heart.
Where do i stand in your heart.

♥ Stephanie.han here

MONDAY !
Woke up at 6plus, no different from the timing i wake up on school day.
Maths supp.
Slack wit maybel.
Supposed to watch the proposal.
But the timing too late as we have maths tution at 5 around school there.
Saw alot familar people at jp.
WH , Fiona they all , Seetho and friend , someone's sist.
After that went homed (?)
forgotten le.

Tuesday !
woke up at 6.30 again !
Hke for breakfast, walked to school wit Delvina and Leona for badminton.
Homed , bathed and played comp awhile.
at 3plus , went out of house.
Having lots of fun ,
^^v
Meet le then went to a condo 'infiniti'.
First time went there.
Had bbq but .........
Dint eat .
went homed at around 8.30 .

Wednesday !
Going to rot at home .
spell s-a-d .
=x
Study at home , bestest sist very bad lahhs , went to marina .
Moodless .
It's 11days.
what is the most important thing/person in your heart.
Off to study le .

(edited)
thursday
went for self train wit sec 1 at jurong west stadium there.
quite rush in the morning as i woke up late.
trained from 12 to 5(?)
Went to grandmother house for dinner.
Homed at 8plus.
Gonna do science mindmap later after i update.

We seems so close yet so far.
everything changed after th day (?)
I can don't care if you really have more time with who.
nvm , I just hope everything still the same as before.

If you think what i'm saying is lying you,
why bother to talk to me ?

I hate the feelings

2009-09-05T14:46:00.002+08:00

Stephanie here!(:
everything seems to be fine now.
I hate those looks on your face.
YOu this bastard !
dON'T bother to ask who.

Imisshim .
1week !
I hate having holiday/.
I'm half sad and half happy .
Happy cause i can sleep till a later time.
Sad cause my mum going to assign me alot of assessment to do.
:(

Hope my books and file will be fine wit him. :B

Some one is at ECP now .
I miss those times i went there wit my primary schoolmates ,PARTYPEEPS.
imissthem !
I want go out and go shopping !
I'm tired of studying although i din't study very hard (?)
=x

Ihatethosethingsthatyousaysforexampleyesterday.
Iwilltrytobestrongernexttime.
Aswhatipromisedyou.
Saranghaeyo.
Iwillbewaitingforthedayigettomeetyou.
Imaynotbeyourfirstgirlfbutiwanttobeyourlastgirlf.

My bio sci get 9half !=(

I forget what i done during monday , tuesday and wednesday .
I got jian wang zhen.=x
Thursday ,Dint went for training but went to thidar's house to cook Zaru soba.
I don't quite like the smell so i din't eat it.
But Maybel and Thidar had a wonderful time eating it uh.
HAHA.
It's a enjoyable time with them as there's alot of jokes.
Went homed at arouund 5plus (?)

Friday ,Home econ practical.
cooked Zaru Soba.
Turned out to be too much for serving.
After school, stayed back for photo-taking.
My face sure very funny de lor.

But very fun bahs.
I'm going to buy the photo which consist the boys and the girls de.
After that, Fiona scare me from behind.
Very bad lor !
SIAOCHI AND LEONA very bad .
Chuan tong hao to let Fiona scare me.
Talked wit Fiona awhile.
Pei Maybel awhile.
Then bid goodbye wit her after Leona phoned me.
Went to katrine's house with Leona foe one missed call(?)
8/10
Don't quite like the ending.
Homed after that.
He called me otw home.
Rushed out of house after bathing as there's tuition.
1st time went to Friday's tuition lesson.
As i was late on wednesday so i went to Fridays' instead.
Bathed and sleep.
Very tired !

Saturday !05-09-09
1WEEK !(:
woke up at 10.
Start to spam Maybel's inbox !
=x
40 messages.
Watched tv show > bath > Go gek poh de kfc to buy my lunch
So here i am , posting the blog.
Very bored !
Rotting at home today again.
studying !!!!!!!!

YE THIDAR KHIANG ,
Don't think too much yeah !
SMILE !
You're very nice (This is what she want me to write)
BHB of her.
=x
HAHA.
Cheer up!
And jiayou for your EOY exam ya.
(:

I will remember all those sweet memories instead of those bad memories.
don't think you are better than me.
Say till i'm like the bad person while you're the good one.

Stop asking for that.
I'm not going to give.
I'm not because of jealousy.
There's nothing to jealous about.
What are you trying to hinting me.
Jealous ? sad ? angry ?
I just don't want to waste my time to scold you.
Using me, _!_ off.

Screw You Up

2009-09-03T21:20:00.001+08:00

You hate us?
we hate you too.
stupid bastard.
J**********.
Screw you upside down.

29th ! ♥♥♥

2009-08-30T19:29:00.002+08:00

Stephanie here~

Saturday! Home > Long beach > Home
Yesterday, celebrate my mum early birthday at imm.
Shop around, bought a short sleeves cardigan and a slipper.
Rotting at home today.
Studying for the coming EOY !
Going to work hard for it.
Dad went oversea to work.
Next weekend will be back !
Gonna miss him.
peeeps ! Jiayou for your EOY exam uh !

I wish FRIENDSHIP will last forever

2009-08-29T14:18:00.001+08:00

Maybel here.

You asked me today, will we last?
I hope we will.

Do You know why friends quarrel?
it's because of Problems that came out when they're unprepared.
I don't know when we will become like them too, I hope we won't.

In the past months, you made me felt that I really have a friend that will comfort me, laugh with me, share my thoughts.
I still feel that way :)

I'm touched when you asked me to don't forget that you're still there for me.
I felt like crying whenever I'm sad and you sent me words like this.
My friend, you're such a friend that I can never forget. :)

I hope you will read this post, so you will know how I feel :)

I never hate you before, not even dislike.
You're such a friend that I can never hate.

I felt like crying when I wrote this.
Will I be there when you cry?
I hope I will.
:)

My friend, I love you lahhs. :)

You make me crazier=x

2009-08-27T21:31:00.002+08:00

AMXF here ! Its Stephanie.
Learning at huayi at the first period.
There is a ghost de video.
Quite okays ,abit scary to me.
Pw was like english period.
Doing some formal writing de letter.
History ,nothing much.
Bio sci lesson ,do some atom de thing.
Don't know what's that.
One word ,lazy =x
After school , saw somebody !(:
Thanks for the accompany:D
Although it was like 30minutes only.
Then the someone went for his sup while i went for training.

chated with Del.
Cheer up yeah ?

Can you stop saying hi to me
when it seems that i'm ignoring you.
You make me want to slap you.
_!_

Stop being lame.
Treating me like a fool.
I want go where is non of your business ,dog.

Stop being so irritating.
Can't you see how i'm being irritated by you.
Don't act as if you are innocent ,bitch.
STFU.

(Edited)
Friday !
Mrs Pan didn't check our fingernails and hair !
HAHA. Great !^^
CL lesson, had chinese compo de test (?)
After that ,maths > English > recess
Saw him when i going to canteen =x
He end at 12.45
So damn long.
:(
Miss someone,
mistaken him as another person =x
oops !
okays.
nothing to say le, everybody sleep early and goodnight !

tikus here !♥

2009-08-25T22:04:00.005+08:00

hellos (:
I'm here to blog okays.
so rare to see me blogging on weekdays !
Stop my crapping alright !=x

i came first on ahxc de list! Too over-reacted le.

Saturday
1. went to market to eat
2. Homed
3. MUM gave me tuition! She nag at me several times for the same reason.
I hate 'studying' with my MUM.

Sunday
Nothing much actually.
bl > bl Temple > jp > tempura > PM > homed
The tempura ice cream is damn nice ! must give it a try =x

Monday
During the maths lesson, we played tapping game and murderer
As Mr Leow din't come on that day.
After school went to xquisite(?) with alxz & ahxc.
Went back to school with Cai Xuan.
ANJING damn cute lor.
Say want go home, so we were like rushing
and when we reached the traffic light, then decided not to go home
because she changed her mind of going back home.
chatted at around our tuition centre there,
while waiting for leona.
After tution, Homed

Tuesday(TODAY)
It ruin my mood at the starting of the day.
Taken our height and weight.
SHORT.
Maths test was hard.
Guess i didn't do well for it.
Went training after school.
Someone promised me something.
Hope he will fulfill it (: